i’m really happy with myself

because i just clicked on a blog (by accident) and it was a really really triggering blog and i scrolled down like 5 pictures and i though ‘no. this isn’t good for you’ and im just so so happy with that because a month ago i would have never have done that. and that’s so so good because i feel like i’m a bit better, and although i know soon i’ll feel bad again, i feel like i’ll never be at that bad a time again in my life and that i’m through with feeling so bad. so yup. that’s why i’m so happy with myself :)